Not everything in this life is BB and bad things.I want to believe that... Today I weight myself, and I lose one more Kg! I would update this in my trickerFactory.com Weight loss bar which in in this blog, but I forgot my PIN number! Yes I do that silly things sometimes. Anyway I have lose a total of 9 kg, and I am just 4 kg far from my goal. Hope to reach that in two month...

I know he is there,
I feel closer to him now
I want to tell him,but I´m afraid...
If only I would be different
But I am what I am
Can´t change that
i´m crying now, and don´t want to stop
I want to see his face
I want to talk with him
Just waiting for the moment...

In my country there´s a  quote that says "what doesn´t kills you makes you stronger" What a week!!! OMG I was nervous, scared, impatient, angry, upset and finally HAPPY. Do you remember I said that someone hacked my FB account? I thought this person wouldn´t be a problem anymore, but I was wrong. He/she did some nasty things and not only to me.  Some friends and I were threatened by this "person". I must confess I felt a bit scared.... Some people said also that he/she accused them of being terrorists because they were Muslim, Unbelievable!!! We got organized and made a huge mobilization. Luckily, there´s still a little justice in this world, and this  "person" was kicked off FB. I feel like a little fighter now (that´s because my height is 1.60m :s)  Hard and long week, but with a happy end...

A couple of days ago, I talked to two of my best friend about BB & I. They both told me that there was nothing sure about him; He may be interested or not. Once I tried to ignore him, but he looked at my eyes and asked a stupid question, and as usual I got lost in his eyes. It was as if he were asking, what´s wrong? what I did to you? I felt so guilty!!! So I tried a new strategy, for some days in my FB status I appeared as in a relationship with someone, how was in fact my friend (almost my brother) and BB knows him. Today he saw us sitting together and looking some photos. His expression was like WTF are you doing???? Then I felt happy and relieved, at least a little he is interested in me =) I also saw he looking at me many times... Now it time to plan B yeah! Do you think it´s going to work???

Today (well I should say yesterday) I woke up feeling lucky, and I think I was lucky!

BTW, I feel so much stronger!

My new rat arrived yesterday. She has red eyes and her fur is white with blond dots! Adorable!!!! I´m still looking for a name... hope i can find one soon. We get on well but the first time I hold her she pee on me :/ Nasty

I´m going back to my routine, eight hours studying...

Still waiting for bb to add me.... 

As I said, today I was going to see BB. Unfortunately I couldn´t talk with him, I had so little time....  I know he was sad but don´t know why. I read it in his FB profile, it was like an invitation to start a conversation... Something terrible happened, someone got my FB password and did things like eliminate friends, so if you are not in my friend list, It wasn´t me... BB was one the eliminated. So just to see how important I am to him, I decided not send an invitation. Let´s see  how long it takes to notice my absence. Hope not too much...

I know I have been talking a lot about BB recently. Those how know me, must be really bored about BB & me. But guess what, I got courage and I´m going to face him 8) I´m not sure about what he feels, but he did some strange things lately. I talk with a friend about what he did (he send me an message via FB asking for information, which I consider totally unnecessary. It wasn´t me who he has to ask about that (just to name one)) and she told me "he wants something" So I will try something, or I should say try to find what´s that "something" he wants. Not sure what, how, when or where yet.

BTW I´m going to see him today, I´ll see then...