Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I DID IT!!!!!

I can say I had a great month. I manage to finish my first month in this blog. I don´t know how many people read it, but I don´t mind =0 I love the idea of writing about how I feel and about my life  in a blog. I want to believe that maybe it can help someone, as it has helped me. Before blogging I was thinking seriously about going to a psychologist. Now my blog is my personal psychologist.

It was also a great month in extra blog life ;p I started my 5th semester at college. I have the best partners & teachers and I just love the subjects I am taking. 

BB made me soooooo happy this month. He makes me happy just with a text/FB message :( and I got a lot of them.... YES!!!! I am a huge stupid, I know, but I can do anything...

I´ll keep blogging =)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Big boy....

Have to admit it... I love you!!!

No mater how hard I try no to think on him. Just hear his name makes me feel happy. I know I´m not a little girl, and it´s a bit scaring because I have never feel something like this before. I really try not to think of him, I try really hard, and then I log in on FB and he commented on my status...It´s sad. I know I don´t like him, i know he likes someone else... But I can´t go against my feelings. Why does it hurts like this????

I wish I could find someone who makes me forget him....

Saturday, March 27, 2010

♥♥♥Sweet Wait ♥♥♥

I can´t wait!!!

On Monday I´ll have my new rat.

I wonder how would she/he look like

Would have red, green or black eyes?

White fur maybe???

I have to think how I´ll call her/him

I still remember my last one, and how she died in my hands =(

I promise I will be the most careful rat owner this time, I don´t want to miss other rat, is so painful...

hope for a she rat...





 

Friday, March 26, 2010

Autumn

I just love Autumn!

Leaves everywhere

The smell of nature

birds singing in my window

weak up every morning with warm weather...

Sun that doesn´t burns...

Everything turns gold

Year has just started, but autumn makes me feel full of energy...


And don't ask me why but makes me feel HAPPY!!!!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

EARTH HOUR 2010!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Can you do it?????

I will have a Really Busy year!
I want to graduate next year so, the last tree semesters are SOOOOOOO important!!!
I have so much to study...
So little time...
Too much things I wanna do...
Anxiety!!!!!!!
I know I have to be calm... 
Think really well what I´m going to do from now on... 
It was a long journey and the end is just a year from now!
It seems a so far away... but I Have been trought a lot
I can´t give up now!!!


 

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Quarter life crisis (Yes, there´s a name for every crisis in life)

You realize that you have less friends than a couple of years ago, and your family is more important now.
It harder to see your friends now, it´s difficult to coordinate, you all have different Schedules.
crowds are not "funny" any more. Sometimes they make you feel uncomfortable...
You miss school & socialize always with the same people.
You realize that some of your friends were really your friends, but others that were not as special as you thought.
You realize that some people are so selfish, and some of your friends are not good people at all, and those who you lost contact became your best friends now.
You laugh is more intense, but you cry less and with more pain.
If someone brokes your heart, you ask yourself why did he/she did that.
Maybe you go to bed at night wondering why you can´t meet someone interesting enough to know more.
You don´t like any more the pretty one, you like those who can say a phrase without a damn word in the middle, that makes sense and don´t finish always at the same point; Sex.
And those who have boyfriend/girlfriend start to get married, an maybe if you are in a relationship you are not sure if you are ready for that.
Getting drunk and do stupid things is not funny any more. Go out three times in a weekend is just tiring and too expensive in comparison with you low income.
You look at your job, and may be you are far away from what you wanted, or maybe you are looking for a job and it scared you that you will have to start from the bottom.
You try every day to understand yourself,  what you like and what don´t. Your opinions get stronger. You realize that you can´t change the world.
You get worried about you future, carrier, job... And to build a life for you...

Friday, March 19, 2010

The bad blogger

I think I´m not a good blogger =( Most blogs i read are update almost every day, but mine...
hope one day i´ll be able to update every day. I spend eight  hours of my beautiful day at college, and when I finally arrive home I have to cook, clean my house, study...This week have been a bit difficult, I have been taking antibiotics, I felt terrible!!! Luckily i´m a bit better now! 
I have some things to post, some things that I consider interesting... maybe you don´t, but I do. So if I´m alive I´ll do it tomorrow, or maybe tonight.
Bye people!

Friday, March 12, 2010

Seven truths about myself


1-I´m kind of metal girl but i don´t usually wear black clothes
2-I am the only girl in the family, I have 2 brothers and 10 cousins (all boys)
3-I play violin since I was 3 years old, and I´m still bad =(
4-I want to buy a house in the country.
5-I don´t want to get married =) I love freedom =P
6-I detest hot weather - anything above 25 °C makes me want to hide
7-I am terribly in love with a friend, but i´m so shy that a can´t tell him :(



Tuesday, March 9, 2010

NO LEAF CLOVER (METALLICA)

Just a song I love!

AND IT FEELS RIGHT THIS TIME
ON THIS CRASH COURSE WE'RE IN THE BIG TIME
PAY NO MIND TO THE DISTANT THUNDER
BEAUTY FILLS HIS HEAD WHIT WONDER, BOY...
SAYS IT FEELS RIGHT THIS TIME
TURN AROUND, FOUND NEW HIGH LIGHTS
GOOD DAY TO BE ALIVE SIR
GOOD DAY TO BE ALIVE, HE SAID...


THEN IT COMES TO BE
THAT THE SOOTHING LIGHT
AT THE END OF YOUR TUNNEL
IS JUST A FREIGHT TRAIN COMING YOUR WAY


THEN IT COMES TO BE
THAT THE SOOTHING LIGHT
AT THE END OF YOUR TUNNEL
IS JUST THE FREIGHT TRAIN COMING YOU WAY


DON'T IT FEEL RIGHT LIKE THIS
ALL THE PIECES FALL TO HIS WISH
SUCK UP FOR THAT QUICK REWARD BOY
SUCK UP FOR THAT QUICK REWARD THEY SAID...


THEN IT COMES TO BE
THAT THE SOOTHING LIGHT
AT THE END OF YOUR TUNNEL
IS JUST A FREIGHT TRAIN COMING YOUR WAY (REPEAT)


IT'S COMING YOUR WAY
IT'S COMING YOUR WAY...
HERE COMES


YEAH, THEN IT COMES TO BE
THAT THE SOOTHING LIGHT
AT THE END OF YOUR TUNNEL
IS JUST A FREIGHT TRAIN COMING YOUR AWAY...YEAH...


THEN IT COMES TO BE, YEAH...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlhmigaacJc

Friday, March 5, 2010

SADNESS

Yesterday was one of the worst day I remember. The hole week have been hard. Too many things I can`t understand, things i wish could happed. Life is not easy, specially when you want to go for your goals, all kind of Obstacles appear...
It have been hard for me, but here´s what a friend told me; You´re intelligent enough to know what you want, so go for it, because if you don´t and you do something different, you´ll never forgive yourse
lf. 
And she´s right. The secret of life is how you decide to live it. I hope in some years from now i´ll read this and laugh.

All I know is that i was born and I will die. What happend in the middle, is my choice.

Ps: R.I.P. to my little rat Oli.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Hobbies


I have many hobbies, music, cooking, dogs, and my last Obsession sewing. My aunt worked as a designer when I was a little girl, and i love to take small pieces of fabric to do things. When I was like 12 i stated doing some stuff by myself. At first there where just Cases, then bag & wallets. I did a quilt for my bed, which i love!!! It´s striped in red, pinks and white. Now I have a new project in mind. It´s a quit for my Godson: I asked him if he wanted one with cars or trains an he said; No trains no!! So I´ve been thinking about what I would do and finally I know.


It´s something like this, but with a jean fabric. I`ll post a photo when it`s ready.

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