It doesn´t matter if you don´t blog, people´s lifes go on! I can´t believe how many things had happened to those people whose blogs I follow. I can´t say that nothing happened in my life in the last few month but, some people seem to have busy lifes!!!!

It will take some time to catch up, But I will I promise!

I have many plans in mind, and I´m worlking hard. Now all I want is to pass tomorrow exam!
HOPE I WILL!

Many interesting things happened during the last five month. I realy didn´t have enought time to write. But, as I started this blog to have a document of my life, I think I should write again. I don´t have the life I would like, but I know I´m able to do with my life what I want just if I focus. I used to be a sad girl, but I think I´ve learn my lesson! I don´t know where I´m going to be tomorrow, but I know I´m stronger now.

Really don´t ask me why, but it seems I have the most strange life posible. I mean, its still a huge sh*t as it was three months ago, but I make a big effort to go on.  So, I think this year 2010 is  the worst year of my life, for sure. However not every was bad, when you have to go through bad times you realize who is with you, and you learn a lot. I felt this year I grow up, like ten years. It´s sounds funny because we are in august, and we have four month to go!!! I´m writing like an old woman haha

Now I feel ready to start again. As a friend of mine told me more than once, we are all different and we have different times, so don´t hurry up it´s not your time yet. But now I´m ready I feel confident. A new chapter of this crazy life is ready to start, and there I go!!!

If the person that you loved most in your life laught at you? If he/she makes yo cry? If you felt that your life is over because of him/her? What would yo do if he/she comes back and asks you for a new chance?

I have a sixth sense, sometimes I can just predict what´s gouing to happen. Now I know that something is coming. Don´t know why... I suffered enough, really I don´t want to cry anymore. But, why is he doing this? Is because he is a silly boy? or because he needs to grow up? I wish it would be because he really care about my... but I know that´s not true...

Anyway, I´ll let the things be the way they have to. One day he will understand what he did... he will, I will make him feel the same I did.

Everybody is acting strange lately. Really I don´t understand what´s wrong. I´ve lots of problems but I try to act as normal as posible, and sometimes it´s hard. So WTF is wrong with you people??? Please act with responsability!!!! It´s not difficult please!!!

I used to be so pure. I was innocente but life has changed me. I don´t know if that good or bad, but I´m different now. I can´t trust people!!! Most of my life plans have change, I still want to graduate, work and have all the thing I never could had. But other things seem meaningless now. I´m not alone, I have great friends and I kow I´m not the only one who think like I do.

I never thought that a men could change my world like this. In a way I learn a lot. He teach me how much I can love, how much I can cry, how stupid I can be, and how false can people be. So thank you BB!!!

I don´t love you anymore

With this song

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VF0BlXP-0Y&feature=fvst

The last few months, there was only one thing (or person) in my mind. I spent a lot of time thinking about him... luckily now that I overcome that stressful situation, I feel free. It didn´t end yet, because the childish boy had to tell everyone what I told him, and now everyone is talking about me. I passed through lots of awful things in my life so, what can be worse??? I will walk with my head up! I am a strong young woman who has a goal in her life, and nothing will be an obstacle. I can be hurt, but I cried enough and now is time to think in something else.

I let all my love for you go away. You made me cry as no one else did. I don´t hate you, I wish you all the best. But I don´t want to talk to you anymore, I don´t want to see you....

You are death to me...

I had difficult days lately. I doubt about every thing in my life. I also close my blog for a while, I felt the most stupid girl in the world. I didn´t know that love hurts that bad... I cried in silence, my pain was bigger and bigger every day. I couldn´t believe how wrong I was. How could I missed all that??? I was in love, but not with a boy with the image I created of him. I thought he was too much for me, I thought my life has no sense, I felt alone and sad.... But suddenly I discover what means friendship. When my family has no idea of what was wrong with me, even when they saw me crying, my friends were there to dry my tears, to comfort me, make me laugh and feel how important I was. What can I say??? It still hurts... but I have the best friends someone can have!!! they are real miracles.

I kown this didn´t end yet. I have some hards things to go through specially this week. But now I know i´m not alone, there´s people who love me and I will be there for me always.

Not everything in this life is BB and bad things.I want to believe that... Today I weight myself, and I lose one more Kg! I would update this in my trickerFactory.com Weight loss bar which in in this blog, but I forgot my PIN number! Yes I do that silly things sometimes. Anyway I have lose a total of 9 kg, and I am just 4 kg far from my goal. Hope to reach that in two month...